Sunday, March 20, 2011

I'm Coming Up

Let me start this off by explaining my faith. I am a Christian and I talk to God often whether with words or not and I listen for answers,  but in my life it has always seemed that God has responded with signs. Sometimes I see them before I make a decision, sometimes it's hindsight.

Throughout my life I've always believed that when I made a decision, that if it was the correct one then God would make things fall in to place and easy, sort of like an endorsement. So today was an on the fence day about the divorce and starting a new life. You just have days like that when you go through something like this.
Out of the blue my grandmother who I haven't seen in a couple years sent me a message saying she would be in the area and would like to spend time with me. I immediately said yes and hopped in the car and zoomed right over. It was fabulous. Not earth shattering, but just one of those amazing times where you don't talk about much of anything but just being with that person soothes your soul. Then I drove home with the most beautiful moon leading me all the way home as I had the window down and was howling along to some of my favorite songs. I smiled so much I started to feel like an idiot. Deep down I got this great sense of peace and joy about this new chapter of my life. It's going to be amazing. I'm pretty full to bursting with excitement right now and I have a feeling that it's only going to get exponentially better.

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