So fast forward to post April 1st, 2001 life of Daz. Let's check in on the sweet lass and see how she's doing. Well isn't that a quaint, homey little spot of a place! She returns home from work, walks in the door to blessed quiet. She slips off her heels and goes to the kitchen to fix a nice simple meal while turning up the music. She checks in on her friends and family. She goes out to whatever event she has planned for the evening or prepares for the people that will be coming by. She entertains them with her crazy tales of the days and nights before. She settles in the for the evening and lays her precious little head to sleep thinking about what a wonderful day it has been. Weekends are spent living. She takes advantage of the beautiful weather by hitting a hometown creek or going for a long drive to see friends. Rainy Saturdays are spent in quiet calm and peace. Sundays are for God. She greets the day eager to see her church family and serve her congregation. She is content in all the ways that matter.
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This future is how I endure my present.
""Fine, be a bi*&h"
"You are being unbelievably selfish"
"I wish you had the mental capacity to hurt like I am"
"This marriage has been a sham the whole time."
"What are you doing? Whoring yourself out? Wouldn't surprise me."
"You are leaving me in the time of my greatest need. That takes a pretty mentally unstable person."
"If you met someone, go ahead and move in with him. I'm sure he'll appreciate the hurtful person that is you."
"God knows you're good at being a whore Mary Magdeline."
"I wish you would go to my psychologist so someone can see how nuts you are"
"I think you are a compulsive liar who is fu*&ed up."
And my personal favorite:
"You didn't deserve me anyways."
Yes, yes indeed. You are correct and I fully intend to rectify that situation.
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